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There had been something in my mind which kinda affected me. The ppl whom I used to be so close to and it's also partially coz of them that I could adapt well in the States suddenly felt so strange to me. Initially I would tell myself there's shouldnt be a problem although I was starting to feel "off" , like I couldnt fit into their topics. I understand that it was due to less time spent tog dat caused me to distance apart from them. But I tot it still wouldnt be much of a problem. However, I was totally wrong. I din noe how did it end up dat it really caused a crack in our r/s till I dunno how to face them. I guess at that point of time i was too hurt as well... coz i din noe what i did that went wrong till I decided to give up and that was something I did most wrong. Sometimes what i feel is best may not be right in others opinions but I juz din speak up my views too. There were really lots of things I wanna tell them. But i never had the chance nor the courage to approach them. All I wanna say now is thanx for all you ppl have done and I really enjoyed the times we had together regardless of what had happened. Thanzx to her for telling me that you had tot about the matter as well, and thanx for letting me noe that everything has been over. Recently work has been too routine till I forgot about dates. It's juz a coincidence that I actually instinctly opened my laptop folders to look thru the gip photos I had taken on thurs nite. Jiehua gor strike me with the qn that I realised it had been one year since we first flew to the US. I suddenly missed them all so much. The happy times we had together was really unforgettable despite the many sacrifices I had to make. Thanzx to Simon & Jiaxiang for organising the gathering to celebrate Mich & Jiaxiang (haha!) & Christian (who din turned up in the end) bdays... It was really a nice old feeling to see them again before the buy one get one free pair disappear. I would also like to say Welcome Back to Singapore finally to Justin Xuberlake. 2006 has been really a learning experience for me. And I tink I have grew up quite a lot... perhaps no longer the crappy girl u all noe... no longer so lame ba... occasionally I may be back to the old self though *lolx* However, I hope to catch up with a few frens I kinda lost contact for a long time... But i dunno if u guys still have the time for me... 6 mths really can change a lot of things and it made me realised I should cherish whatever I have now even more. To my dearest sisters: Thanzx for alwaz being there for me, although occasionally MIA. To my JC frens: Nice seeing u all again... Hope to see u ppl more often!!! I feel dat i kinda lost touch with u ppl's happenings.. haha! To Joanna, FY, Andeline, Lilian: I am glad that u girls are still with me... although now like one come one go kinda situation, guess I have to wait till june/july before we all can have a gathering again. To my fyp kakis: I feel so damn paiseh that I din do much... I will be back in action soon! To my other frens: Thanzx for the frenship we hold all these years... Got time muz contact me yar... esp my pri sch frens... =) My New Year Resolution is very simple but whether I can achieve or not is another matter... 1) World Peace ( alright I know we are not having a Miss Universe competition here, but let me try to be ultraistic 2) everyone ard me and me to be happy =) 3) This is more personal... Exercise mroe and Gain weight!!! wahaha! I never seemed to achieve this year after year... Last but not least... I really hope that 2007 will be a better year for everyone... And may I be stronger emotionally and physically =) (reminds me of the line " May the force be with you" oh no... tt's so ... haha!) RighT HeRe wAitIng FoR yOU @ 11:27 PM + + + *HUGS* TOTAL! give StaR_LinG more *HUGS* Get hugs of your own |
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