Let The SUn SHiNe IntO YouR Life
Saturday, October 29, 2005
(,") WisHing UpOn A sTAr (",)
I must be dreaming again... I actually thought acc paper was on the 8th den math. Apparently it was the other way round. Thank goodness i discovered the mistake today. Otherwise i will still be studying acc on the 7th and panic the next morning and the story can continue... Though it might not make any difference as i really cant get in the stuff that i am facing in front of me. The materials seem so impregnable to me. I cant seem to put my heart and soul into trying to get some connection with it. Not even a tweety bit out of it. All i can feel is tiredness, i seemed to be consumed by the sleepy bug, perhaps it's just my way of procastinating. It's always been this way, then at the 13th min i ve to work all the stuff into my head. Pushing myself to the limit and end up looking like a zombie. This semester has been so terrible that i really feel like escaping. Never once have i experienced this kind of feeling. The knowledge doesnt seemed to be imparted to me somehow. Stoning during lessons, pretending to know what's gg on more than half of the time, tutorials left undone, zapping solutions to make myself better. Indeed, i need some time off, once again back to meet Mr Zhou... perhaps we ll be having chess, drinking tea, chatting happily etc... at the very least i will not have to face schwork, but it might not be true... i might be bringing it to my subconscious world. It will never leave me as long as i haven conquered it. I'll be looking forward to only one date, 21 nov. This is the day i can heave my sigh of relief and say once again, "it's over!" Then i'll be faced with new challenges in life...
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